Hey you, 

You just turned a year older, appreciate that. Bask in it, You got here. Younger you has a few notes to give you. I’m writing this on the 30th of April knowing that once the clock strikes midnight, I will be gone and you will be here. 

First, appreciate God. Without him you wouldn’t be where you are now. Appreciate your parents as they are always there for you. Never take your family for granted and be sure to let them know that they mean so much to you. 

That’s not the advice silly, that’s just the preamble so here comes the real advice. 

Allow people to get to know you. The real you, not the you who you portray as uninterested, snarky and overly laid back. 

Reach out when your anxiety or depression hits and don’t be afraid to speak about it. Write more passionately and freely even if no one is reading it, You’re preparing yourself and that’s what truly matters. 

Step out of your shell. Do not be afraid to show the world who you are. A helpless romantic, in love with fictional characters and Kdrama, trying to find her way in this world as a feminist and there is nothing wrong with that. That doesn’t stop or inhibit your independence in any way. 

Go out more often. Don’t just stay cooped up inside reading or writing. Sometimes allow the sun to kiss your skin. Focus on yourself and your worth which you determine and never allow anyone take that away from you. 

I want you to know that you are pretty, smart, creative and innovative so anyone who tells you less doesn’t deserve to be in your life. And live life to the fullest. You’re older now so take more control of your life. 

Never stop writing. You aren’t at the top yet. Your writing may be sloppy and not the best it can be but that’s fine. You aren’t aiming for the best yet, you are just beginning, so embrace the learning curve and work harder at it. 

Lastly, prioritise your happiness. Never feel the need to downplay your success.You did that, Own it. 

And on days when you feel like no one loves you. Smile and remember this letter I wrote out to you. Because even when everyone doesn’t I will still love you and root you. 

I know this letter seems like all my thoughts jumbled up and running wild, there is a connection. You see it and I see it. So that’s what matters. 

Happy birthday Beautiful. 

Written by; The version of me that was a day younger.