I felt the depressing spiral once more, 

silly me to think I could evade it, 

There was no hidimg from it, the 

best I could was run and not look 

back because the moment I took

a minute to catch my breath, this 

shadow overwhelmed me and there 

was no escaping. 

My coping mechanism was to lay in 

a feteal position until she was done 

and decided to leave but not without 

promises to visit again soon. 

A visit I cannot deny her no matter 

how hard I try.