It’s indeed a sad parallel when you love and hate yourself at the same time.
You know your worth and won’t expect any less yet you treat yourself like you don’t.
You believe in yourself and your ability but self doubt creeps in too often.

You understand your potential and strive to achieve it but you hate your high standards and perfectionism.
You love that you are disciplined but hate that it keeps you from having fun.
You like that you are secure but hate that sometimes you need validation